Well, I had planned to laser today, but was feeling sick last night (sinus drainage, sore throat, ect). I awoke at 5 am barely able to swallow my throat was so incredibly sore. I got up and gargled with salt water, made some peppermint tea. My joints and skin hurt, so I took temp, 101 F.
I somehow went back to bed and slept until 10:30 am...husband and kids were still asleep too! I think we all caught up on some badly needed rest!
We got the Christmas decorations up. I felt OK on Thanksgiving, not great and not horrible.
I plan to laser tomorrow...hopefully the 3 settings...for 15 mins this time.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Laser #15
Well, I did 12 mins of cold laser yesterday...4 mins each of Primary, Secondary and Tertiary. It hit me pretty hard today. Very tired, woke up early and could not sleep again (this may be caused by stress in my life right now though, I am not sure). Felt OK, a little anxious though. By 11:30 I was feeling kinda weird. I was getting my hair cut since it's been awhile and my son and I had to wait for an oil change anyhow.
I had to get my license renewed today and I felt so out of it. I kept asking the man which ones I was supposed to be reading on the eye test. Had to get my glasses that I never wear in order to read them. My eyes have gotten a lot worse in 6 months, I kept telling my husband that things have seemed so blurry lately.
I also had to decline the organ donation...I cried later. I remember being so excited about being about to do that in highschool...course this was all before Lyme.
Cried several times today, probably due to a herx, I don't know. Feeling a little depressed and I am so tired.
Have had some involuntary head movement today, moving side to side though, not bobbing up and down.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and my birthday...I hope tomorrow is a better day...had a low temp again today...day 17 in a row.
I had to get my license renewed today and I felt so out of it. I kept asking the man which ones I was supposed to be reading on the eye test. Had to get my glasses that I never wear in order to read them. My eyes have gotten a lot worse in 6 months, I kept telling my husband that things have seemed so blurry lately.
I also had to decline the organ donation...I cried later. I remember being so excited about being about to do that in highschool...course this was all before Lyme.
Cried several times today, probably due to a herx, I don't know. Feeling a little depressed and I am so tired.
Have had some involuntary head movement today, moving side to side though, not bobbing up and down.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and my birthday...I hope tomorrow is a better day...had a low temp again today...day 17 in a row.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Wed, Nov 18, 2009
Wow, today is such a different day than yesterday! Last night around 6 pm, my legs started feeling very weak. Walking down the stairs scared me because it felt like my legs would give out.
Today my legs hurt so badly. My legs, feet, butt, and calves. The muscles are all so sore. I feel a little depressed. A few weeks ago, I was feeling so much better, and now I feel almost like I'm back to square one. My swallowing has been iffy as well.
I received an e-mail from Cedar Point, an amusement park in Sandusky, OH. They are having a full Triathalon and half Triathalon next Sept, 2010. I thought, 'wow, that would be fantastic!'..but I can't plan for anything with this stupid disease. Will I be better next year?? Worse?? Alive???
No idea! I had a few days in August of feeling 'normal' or as close to what I can remember as being normal and it was AMAZING!! Just amazing!! I smiled all day long, I'd forgotten what it felt like to have no anxiety, to have energy, to feel like you aren't dying, ect...
'Normal' people have no idea how lucky they are. If you are reading this and you are 'healthy', embrace it...please. You never know if you will be hit with a chronic illness someday and I am so thankful that my parents put me in gymnastics and I ran track and cross country when I was a kid/teen. I got to have that in my youth, even if I never run again, I know that I once did. Years ago.
I will be 31 years old soon. I want to be cured. I want to be well. I want to wake up and feel like I will have energy for the day and not to feel like something is killing my physical body. It's a horrible, horrible feeling.
I will be getting the Deseret Biological Homeopathics on Friday. I hope that I test well for them because I am ready to try it. I will rife this weekend. I will be getting lasered again tomorrow.
I will not rule out antibiotics. If we could afford IV antibiotics I would do that in a heartbeat!
It's crazy that our insurance didn't bat an eye when the doc requested an ECHO ($1200!) or holter monitor ($400). These are only diagnostic tools...but IV antibiotics can be used to get someone well!!! Of course, insurances rely on the IDSA's guidelines stating that Lyme disease is cured in 2-4 weeks, regardless of the fact that other spirochetal diseases can take many months/years to kill!!! It's just insane!
Today my legs hurt so badly. My legs, feet, butt, and calves. The muscles are all so sore. I feel a little depressed. A few weeks ago, I was feeling so much better, and now I feel almost like I'm back to square one. My swallowing has been iffy as well.
I received an e-mail from Cedar Point, an amusement park in Sandusky, OH. They are having a full Triathalon and half Triathalon next Sept, 2010. I thought, 'wow, that would be fantastic!'..but I can't plan for anything with this stupid disease. Will I be better next year?? Worse?? Alive???
No idea! I had a few days in August of feeling 'normal' or as close to what I can remember as being normal and it was AMAZING!! Just amazing!! I smiled all day long, I'd forgotten what it felt like to have no anxiety, to have energy, to feel like you aren't dying, ect...
'Normal' people have no idea how lucky they are. If you are reading this and you are 'healthy', embrace it...please. You never know if you will be hit with a chronic illness someday and I am so thankful that my parents put me in gymnastics and I ran track and cross country when I was a kid/teen. I got to have that in my youth, even if I never run again, I know that I once did. Years ago.
I will be 31 years old soon. I want to be cured. I want to be well. I want to wake up and feel like I will have energy for the day and not to feel like something is killing my physical body. It's a horrible, horrible feeling.
I will be getting the Deseret Biological Homeopathics on Friday. I hope that I test well for them because I am ready to try it. I will rife this weekend. I will be getting lasered again tomorrow.
I will not rule out antibiotics. If we could afford IV antibiotics I would do that in a heartbeat!
It's crazy that our insurance didn't bat an eye when the doc requested an ECHO ($1200!) or holter monitor ($400). These are only diagnostic tools...but IV antibiotics can be used to get someone well!!! Of course, insurances rely on the IDSA's guidelines stating that Lyme disease is cured in 2-4 weeks, regardless of the fact that other spirochetal diseases can take many months/years to kill!!! It's just insane!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Laser #14
Well, I realize that I didn't write after my laser last Thursday...whoops! I did 15 mins of the Tertiary freequencies...yikes! 15 mins later driving home, my anxiety kicked in to HIGH gear, I felt terrible! The next day was miserable. The anxiety I had just a little in the morning, but I felt so foggy and 'slow'. I was literally dragging my body around by Friday evening and slurring my words, having trouble remembering things.
James' boss called and I saw the area code (408 in the bay area) and I saw it on our home phone and said, "Oh, that's Columbus (Ohio) area code. I picked it up and was confused when he said his name and asked if it was Rachel. I was trying to think of who I knew in Columbus with that name...to boot, I couldn't even remember that his boss had that name. It was terrible. I lit a candle and then apparently put the lid back on it after lighting it.
I had many strange things I did. The next day, James and I went shopping, thank goodness my parents had our kids! I haven't had this happen in awhile, but my neuro system was overloaded in the store. The lights were too bright, I felt confused because there was too much to look at, ect. Ugh....
Oh, have maintained the low grade temp since last Monday after rifing on Sunday.
I lasered yesterday for 10 mins, on the tertiary. So far so good, joints are a little sore today, but not too bad, brain fog just slight.
Weird thing is, before lasering I tested very strong for Lyme and after I tested very strong for lyme. Tested neg for the Doxy, and the colloidal silver, never tested neg for Doxy before, ever!
What is up with that??? The Deseret Biologicals will be here this Fri, I'm excited to see how I test for them! Ordered the Bart and Bb.
James and I went to the Vitamin Shoppe and tested one another for about an hour for various things. I tested very very strong for Sarsaparilla. I bought some and had the practitioner test it last night...very strong! I will start incorporating it in the next week...I get lasered again in 2 days and will go down to just one laser treatment per week after this week.
Anyhow...I think that's all I can think of for now!
James' boss called and I saw the area code (408 in the bay area) and I saw it on our home phone and said, "Oh, that's Columbus (Ohio) area code. I picked it up and was confused when he said his name and asked if it was Rachel. I was trying to think of who I knew in Columbus with that name...to boot, I couldn't even remember that his boss had that name. It was terrible. I lit a candle and then apparently put the lid back on it after lighting it.
I had many strange things I did. The next day, James and I went shopping, thank goodness my parents had our kids! I haven't had this happen in awhile, but my neuro system was overloaded in the store. The lights were too bright, I felt confused because there was too much to look at, ect. Ugh....
Oh, have maintained the low grade temp since last Monday after rifing on Sunday.
I lasered yesterday for 10 mins, on the tertiary. So far so good, joints are a little sore today, but not too bad, brain fog just slight.
Weird thing is, before lasering I tested very strong for Lyme and after I tested very strong for lyme. Tested neg for the Doxy, and the colloidal silver, never tested neg for Doxy before, ever!
What is up with that??? The Deseret Biologicals will be here this Fri, I'm excited to see how I test for them! Ordered the Bart and Bb.
James and I went to the Vitamin Shoppe and tested one another for about an hour for various things. I tested very very strong for Sarsaparilla. I bought some and had the practitioner test it last night...very strong! I will start incorporating it in the next week...I get lasered again in 2 days and will go down to just one laser treatment per week after this week.
Anyhow...I think that's all I can think of for now!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
11/10/09
Well, I went to the dentist today, low anxiety which was nice. Felt a little anxious, but it passed and NOTHING like it would have been months ago!
I forgot to mention that I had a low grad temp yesterday, checked today again 99.5. So I am thinking maybe it's the rife, I don't know. I will be rifing again this Saturday, possibly rifing tomorrow for detox setting/pancreatic flukes which showed up with electrodermal testing.
Legs are sore again today...ugh...I've had enough of that in the last week, they've gotten worse as the day went on, I just hope it's a 'good response'.
I forgot to mention that I had a low grad temp yesterday, checked today again 99.5. So I am thinking maybe it's the rife, I don't know. I will be rifing again this Saturday, possibly rifing tomorrow for detox setting/pancreatic flukes which showed up with electrodermal testing.
Legs are sore again today...ugh...I've had enough of that in the last week, they've gotten worse as the day went on, I just hope it's a 'good response'.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Laser #12
Well, I did 10 minutes today. Felt slight headache/head pressure right afterward. Apparently, this is the 5 laser I've done for the lyme cysts...going for the eggs next!
Don't have much to report, need to go make supper, I'm tired today, but Sat night I didn't sleep much, so that's probably why!
Don't have much to report, need to go make supper, I'm tired today, but Sat night I didn't sleep much, so that's probably why!
First Rife session!
So I rifed last night for the first time. I was nervous, but I was OK. Did 2 min 15 seconds, 30 sec each frequency. 3 of the frequencies were for rife, one was for detox.
I got a couple of heart palps after, not bad at all. The biggest thing was deep bone pain in my left hip, I've never had it there before. It was pretty painful. I am extremely emotional today, cried for several hours this morning. Last Fri I was emotional too. Not depressed though which is good.
Last Thursday and Fri, my legs hurt so so bad. They still hurt pretty bad on Saturday and yesterday it was down to just calf pain. That's the longest they have ever hurt.
Temp was 99.0 today. I am leaving for laser treatment in ten mins, will report later!
I got a couple of heart palps after, not bad at all. The biggest thing was deep bone pain in my left hip, I've never had it there before. It was pretty painful. I am extremely emotional today, cried for several hours this morning. Last Fri I was emotional too. Not depressed though which is good.
Last Thursday and Fri, my legs hurt so so bad. They still hurt pretty bad on Saturday and yesterday it was down to just calf pain. That's the longest they have ever hurt.
Temp was 99.0 today. I am leaving for laser treatment in ten mins, will report later!
Friday, November 6, 2009
Laser #11
I went up to 7 minutes yesterday, and plan to do up to 10 next week. I may start rifing one day per week and lasering the other day, and see what happens. I was testing much weaker to the nosodes which was EXCITING!
I woke up yesterday morning around 4:30 am feeling kind of anxious/fearful. I just laid in bed, but it took me a good 2 hours to fall asleep again. The night before (Wed) I was having difficulty with my throat feeling very tight which made it hard to fall asleep. Thursday morning when I finally got up at 9 am, my legs and feet and butt were so so sore!! It felt like someone had beat me. It was supposed to happen last Friday, but for whatever reason, was 6 days later this time, though I know in Oct, I did get the soreness a few weeks in a row.
It was so bad, I had to hold onto railings to walk downstairs. It was pretty bad. I took an epsom salt bath when I got home from the treatment, but it hurt to lay in the tub, even in water up to my waist!
Today it is getting better, still sore, but I can walk up the stairs with less pain today.
I woke up yesterday morning around 4:30 am feeling kind of anxious/fearful. I just laid in bed, but it took me a good 2 hours to fall asleep again. The night before (Wed) I was having difficulty with my throat feeling very tight which made it hard to fall asleep. Thursday morning when I finally got up at 9 am, my legs and feet and butt were so so sore!! It felt like someone had beat me. It was supposed to happen last Friday, but for whatever reason, was 6 days later this time, though I know in Oct, I did get the soreness a few weeks in a row.
It was so bad, I had to hold onto railings to walk downstairs. It was pretty bad. I took an epsom salt bath when I got home from the treatment, but it hurt to lay in the tub, even in water up to my waist!
Today it is getting better, still sore, but I can walk up the stairs with less pain today.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
11/04/09
Well, I did laser #10 on Monday, 5.5 mins. I didn't feel anything after this one like last week. Didn't really notice any herx symptoms either. I've been having air hunger/throat tightness since last Fri or Sat. I did not end up getting my 28 day cyclic sore legs and feet last Fri. am not quite sure what to make of it!
I will be doing the laser again tomorrow- hopefully 7 mins.
I also tested MUCH less positive to the Lyme nosodes which was wonderful!
I will write more after my next appointment!
I will be doing the laser again tomorrow- hopefully 7 mins.
I also tested MUCH less positive to the Lyme nosodes which was wonderful!
I will write more after my next appointment!
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