Monday, August 10, 2009

Well, last Fri I felt pretty decent. A little tired, but better. Sat was OK, more tired, but I was able to pull some weeds outside. Yesterday we went up to Huron, Ohio (where we want to move next!) and waded in Lake Erie as it was in the 90's and HUMID! Got some sun and went to visit hubby's parents for several hours. Spent the night at my mom's (husband went home as he had to work today). Was very tired today. Very tired. Headache tonight. My body just feels spent. I slept almost 10 hours last night too.

I wanted to rife today but with how crappy I was feeling, I didn't know if my body could handle any more today.

Hoping tomorrow is kinder on my body...not sure if the heat did me in or what!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Well...I did feel a lot better today. The morning was a little rough, temp was 99 around 11 am and I didn't take it again later. Started feeling better around 4 or 5 pm though. My legs are just slightly sore today, I can walk upstairs without too much pain...yesterday I had to hold onto things to get up and down. James and I went to Kroger last night at 10:30 pm. He wanted kettle chips. We went in and started walking to one of the entrance doors.

James was like, "Oh wait that door might be closed now since it's past 10". I stopped and asked him to go look. It was about 15 feet away, but I literally did not want to waste any energy to walk the extra 30 feet. Walking straight legged helped with the pain. I was thinking that the people in the store probably thought I was drunk or on drugs or something, lol. I also had my pj's on. We were not in there very long, but I felt pretty crappy there.

Thank goodness I felt human somewhat today.

Muscle twitches were a lot better too. No headache today, hurray!!!!!

No bone pain or neck pain. Eye floaters haven't seemed too bothersome either.

I pray that I have turned the corner on this herx...I need to get myself to bed to sleep though, so my body can keep getting crud out and detoxifying.

Wed, August 5, 2009..This is a herx that never ends...

Yes it goes on and on my friend. One day I used the laser and not knowing how I'd feel, and now this herx keeps going on and on and on...

Ugh! I'm getting sick of this one day feeling pretty decent and the next terrible! Yesterday we went to visit my brother and later a friend. We brought the EMEM machine to my brother's for him to try. Although I went outside, I was just outside with just a glass door between the rife...and about 30 ft. I could hear it for about 30 seconds until I went further outside. So I have no idea if I got 'hit' with the rife or not.

I sweated through my clothes last night. Woke up with a horrible headache today and my legs are sore today. Thankfully my parents have the kids today so that I can just rest.

Herx City!

OK, today has been a very rough day. Last night around 2 am I woke up feeling icky...still had the headache/neckache, but I felt anxious and exhausted. I got up and drank a large glass of water and sat on the couch. Our kitty, Layla jumped up with me to keep me company which I was ever grateful for.

I tried to go back to sleep about 2 hours later, but kept getting a 'shot' of adrenaline every time I exhaled. I've never had that before, it was bizarre. Also, the anxiety I had last night was uncomfortable, but not 'please take me to the ER I'm gonna die' type. I somehow fell asleep again around 5 am and woke up around 8:30. I'm tired!

I still have that adrenaline thing going on too with the breathing, but not every time I breathe, but often enough to be annoying!

Feel kind of achy today, exhausted, neck/head ache, deep bone pain in my rt fingers earlier, temp 99.4


I believe I can evaluate that the cold laser DOES kill Lyme though!

I just want to be done with this yuckiness already.

Fortunately, my husband will be done working soon so I can get some help with the kids.

I've drank a TON of water today too, trying to flush out the toxins.

Also had lack of appetite today, had 3 apples with peanut butter and a little bit of Asian Coleslaw but that's it and I'm not real hungry. Fortunately the weight that I gained in June and July has stayed on me, so it's OK if I don't eat a lot if I don't feel like it today.

August 1, 2009 Herx and Tooth Issues

Ick ick ick!

Woke up this morning with fast heartbeat. Technically I don't think it was tachycardic, but in the high 80's or 90'sm my pulse is generally in the 50's.

I tried to ignore it, told myself this happened last time, ect. Tried to deep breathe, but my body was forced to compensate for the increased heart rate.

Drank a glass of water, laid back down, heart wouldn't knock it off, so I got up and sat on the couch until it resumed back to normal.

It was 6:30 am, so no one was up with me. I did not feel a sense of dread like a panic attack, I can tell the difference between. I believe that because the body heals at night and lymph nodes are working/draining, ect...my body was overloaded with toxins and the heart was trying to get them out.

Also got the deep bone pain again laying in bed, not for as long though as yesterday.

Sigh...I'm writing so I can look back on this next week when I'm feeling much better and remember what I went through to get here and the next time I do the laser I can read it and know that it's just a herx.

No idea if I have a temp today, didn't check...didn't feel like I had one earlier, but I'm feeling more like I'm 'floating', so I probably have it back. We have lots to do around the house and I really have no energy to do it at all...trying to get our house ready to sell and also need to get a loan to consolodate debt....

Did I mention that I figured out that I have a failed root canal in my molar? Yeah...when I bite on it, feels like there is glass inside way down in the bone. The dentist in 2005 told me I needed to have it redone, showed me x-rays where there is a dark circle at end of root.

It didn't hurt then, but it's been hurting for a while now....terrified of dentists and we've already used our max amount on dentist insurance (we have $1500 per family, but when I took our girls for a routine cleaning, it was over $200 and hubby had several cavities).

I also need my wisdom teeth out...so I want to be put under 'twilight sedation'...still scared to do that but I know that an infected tooth can only hurt me in my fight against the Lyme!

Erchonia Laser Treatment #2 (July 31, 2009)

Well..it's been a WHILE since I've posted....been feeling better and more busy with living!

BTW the photo is me with my long awaited Rife Machine! Sorry about the quality of the pic!

I've had some down days...several days of air hunger last week. July 3rd had about 1 hour of myclonus (again my left side affected/head).

I planned to just get muscle tested yesterday....but hubby and chirpractor convinced me to just do another treatment.

I asked to just have the 30 seconds again (I know I'm chicken...I just don't want the anxiety back since it's SO much better even though I know I will have to go through it to get well since the bacteria create toxins that cause the anxiety).

I felt OK yesterday after doing it. This morning I was up at 5:30 am! I felt wired, but not in an anxious way.

Body temp 98.9 around noon today haven't checked since.

Had bone pain just below my left knee today, but it subsided. My throat is getting kind of sore now, my head is killing me, my neck hurts and my eyes hurt...

FUN STUFF!

But ya know....I'm OK with it...as long as the panic attacks stay away I can handle the physical pain although I really don't like bad headaches, but I'll take it any day over a panic attack!

I received my rife machine last week. I didn't use it because we were leaving for Michigan a few days later and since I have no idea how I will react to it...I just didn't do it. We got back late Tuesday night.

I think I'm going to try another Laser treatment next Monday or Tuesday unless I'm still herxing, but for a full minute this time. Then I'll see what happens.

I want to then try the EMEM5.

I think I need to go chug some lemon water and put my feet up...my body is telling me to take it easy!

Thursday, June 11, 2007

I'm getting a rife machine!!! Wahoo!!!! I spoke with the original creator of the EMEM last Friday and he is going to make one for me!!! It is not nearly as expensive as I thought. I also received Bryan Rosner's Rife machine and Lyme book, which is an amazing book!

I'm very excited for it to come which will be in about 3.5 weeks. I personally have more confidence in rife machines than in antibiotics for Late stage Lyme Disease. Plus, I am not crazy about putting chemicals into my body for years and years. I am not against antibiotics and I am sure that I will still use them at some point in my journey.

Right now, I'm still doing high raw foods and I just had my first treatment with an Erchonia cold Laser on Tuesday. My uncle is a chiropractor and I took some Borrelia nosodes to him, that I received as a gift from a very kind man who was treated by Dr. W in Germany.

My uncle asked if I would like to try the laser, as he had Lyme frequencies he could put into it.

I was nervous so he only did 30 seconds total, I wasn't sure how I would react.

Within 25 minutes I was very tired. I started craving sugar later in the day which I did give into I must admit, but I didn't overdo it or anything.

Yesterday I was a headache, neckache, I was very tired and my temp was 99.4. And I could feel the anxiety.

Herx????

I hope so!

I did find another person on LN who did not want to do antibiotics, so he did cold laser therapy with the Erchonia with total success. I've got his phone number but he said he will not be back until Sunday, so I will be calling him then!

I am feeling better today, though not great, but that's OK.

Oh, our son also was more tired (he also had the laser therapy) and he had some eye floater type things yesterday, he was afraid he was seeing the Lyme spirchetes in his eyes, poor guy!

My left shoulder/back is actually hurting too, not sure what that is all about!

Well, that's all for now...exciting exciting, huh?!

Well, I am for the rife and possibly for the laser therapy. I'm ready to get through this junk!